Not my "sign" either! I had my 2nd biopsy for prostrate cancer last Friday and the results came back today......"positive"!! Well, I really haven't had too much to write about for quite some time here, so I guess it might be good to journal about whatever the future holds in this particular trial in my life?! First off, I will say that there was a sense of relief when I got the news, as the Dr. was struggling with my PSA numbers continually climbing; while my 1st biopsy came back negative. At least things finally make sense, and finally KNOWING gives us a clearer "plan of attack"! While I am feeling rather confident that the cancer has been detected early enough, I also know that there are no ''guarantees" in life, so I'm trying not to be too smug about this whole ordeal. There are further tests to reveal the progression of the disease, and I'm sure that treatment will not be a breeze! Hmmm...will the dA "gestapo" move this under "poetry" for that last line?? (groan!!) Anyway, as a Christian and as a minister of the gospel, I'm sure that God has His reasons for allowing this particular trial in my life. I learned a long time ago that my life is not "mine" anymore, anyway! I was bought at a very precious price and so I can only hope that He is glorified by whatever the outcome is, and that I can show complete confidence in God's faithfulness throughout! I have come to realize that many of the trials that I have endured in my life, has simply been to serve as an encouragement to others, so this looks like another "opportunity"! I have come to really appreciate the words in the hymn "Amazing Grace":
Through many dangers toils and snares, I have already come
His grace has led me safe thus far and His grace will lead me home
In short, even if I DIE of this affliction; I will still WIN!
Thanks for enduring my thoughts on all this.....and God bless!!